So far, so good its been an awesome week, saw alot of friends i haven't seen in ages. Even got to watch an artist paint in real time with oil brushes. Everything just felt right even got to draw some more not for drawing sake but as a way to relax and at the same time be creative.
Someone once asked me why i stopped doing all the stuff i normally did when i was back home, i guess i just wasn't inspired enough. When you see alot of negative shit you tend forget the good or bypass it, its like being in a house filled with throat cutting fumes of black smoke, you feel confused, like time is running out so ya trust your first instinct.
If i feel bothered by noise or if i'm down with the cold which i tend to get alot, i won't draw or do any stuff I like. I'm a simple guy and i like to keep stuff organized and worry about my own circle. I'm not bound to trends nor do i care to lead one I just like doing what i want.
I have to admit i do procrastinate alot sometimes but that's being human. Life is a precious thing and its good to take every bit of time to enjoy it and really live it. Alot of dear people have past away in my life and a sign of respect and acknowledgement i take sometime out of my day to think about them.
I remember one time when someone in family passed away and someone told me it;s okay people die everyday look at me i grew up without a father. Either some people are dumb or just don't know how precious someone's time is on earth, when i heard that comment if i wasn't deeply sad i would have probably slapped that person's face off.
I believe that respect is a must in today's world that's why i tend to keep it real genuine with the people I'm around. What's the sense of being fake if you have nothing to hide.
anyways that's just my 2 cents.